Monday, March 10, 2003

Sarah Nelson is dead and I'm alive and it's not fair. I have known this girl since 6th grade. We weren't really close or anything. But we would always talk in the classes we had together. We made the switch from orchestra to band together. We both got braces on and off at the same the same time. We reveled in this. She was such a good person. She always had a smile. IT'S NOT FAIR. WHY am I still alive? We were the same the age. How come I'm walking around and she's not? It's not fair. Why is such a wonderful person dead? Why? How come I get to live?
God is bullshit. He does not have a plan. She had so much ahead of her.
I haven't had to grieve for anyone since I was ten when my grandma died. I don't want to do it again.
It's not fair.

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