Thursday, July 24, 2003

Sarah and Greg aren't boring, it's just that I was tired. OK?
Had a great time in St Paul yesterday. Wheee. I laughed a lot. And got the hiccups.
I had so much to say. Then I forgot. Now I can't remember.

Tuesday, July 22, 2003

I'm so tired I might go to bed early tonight.
Last night I fell asleep in the car on the way home because Sarah and Greg were talking about boring things. I don't think they noticed. When I woke up, the convo was still boring. I wish I could be as well read as those two.
But we are going again tomorrow! I cannot wait! The zoo! Twice in one week! Como Zoo not Minnesota. That place (MN zoo) bites my ass. You can really smell the exotic animal shit at the Como Zoo.
I'm listening to Ben Fold's right now and it reminds me that I'll be going to see him in less then a month. With Tori, too no less!
Ugggh. My head hurts. I'm mad at my brother cuz he punched me in the stomach really hard for touching his Metallica tickets. A waste of money I say.
I wish I could wax intellectual about something. I don't even know as much about cameras as I think I do.
And bisexual porn! We couldn't pull those boys away from it!

Sunday, July 20, 2003

Was there ever any doubt that I wouldn't be Sophia from the Golden Girls? That's how I hope to turn out when I am old.

Wasting time before I have to be at work at Noon. I have to work nasty Ann. She is really mean to me. I try to be nice but it doesn't work. She is mean anyway. Just for the record I also dislike Vijay Signh.
Mmmm Flonase.
Today is Sarah E.'s birthday! Happy birthday! Also, man walked on the moon, but that's secondary.
In other news: I still haven't gotten my scores back. I have given up hope. Oficially. As of right now.
I like Tomb Raider. It's fun and challenging to play. The only thing I don't like is the unrealistic proportions Lara Croft's body. It's not right.

Thursday, July 17, 2003

Corin Tucker
Which Sleater-Kinney Girl Are You?

Sophia Petrillo
Which Golden Girl Are You?
I've only checked for the mail twice today. I think that may be a record. Hmmmm Sierra got her scores, but why didn't I get mine? This drives me crazy!
Good party last night. Too bad I had to leave at midnight cuz I have a curfew unlike all of you lucky bastards. Poo. (I'm pouting.) Anyway, I had lots of fun and I got to be an army of love for John Cusack. (I forget how to spell his name.)
There was a big fire near my house on tuseday night. It was scary because lots of old people lived in the apartment building that burned up. I hope they are all ok. It was also strange to see basically the entire neighborhood come out of their houses and passerby stop too, to watch the progress of the fire fighters.

I'm trying to give the mailman time to get his rear in gear. I wish he would be consistent and come at the same time every day. I guess that must be too hard.....
It's 1PM! I can go check for the mail!

Wednesday, July 16, 2003

This site makes me cry.

TODAY AT 5PM A WAR IS A STARTIN' you should all come!
I'll stop trying to be all dramatic and witty and just go back to bed.

Monday, July 14, 2003

The music coming out of the speakers is tinny and too close sounding. I am apathetic, here and now. I am glued to this screen trying to figure out my existence and my place in the world. With words I conjure images of hiding under the table from all that wants to hurt me. In my head I am perfect. I am floating, so light near the ceiling. Sunlight streams through me and I feel like I could dissolve now. All of my worries would be gone and my heart wouldn't feel so heavy. I feel weighted here. Anchors are attached to my ankles and everytime I try to move, the ropes chaffe. All I hear inside my head are distant sounds. Echoes in the ocean almost. I wish I was a wave.
Goddamnit! When will my damn AP test scores come? I practically waited by the mailbox this morning. When I saw the little white truck pull into our cul-de-sac, I ran out of the house, down the driveway to the street my heart fluttering, hope stewing in my guts. And what did I get? A notice from RIT that I haven't turned in my medical forms or behavior contract for the careers weekend I signed up for. (Yes ladies and gentlemen, I am back to pinning my hopes on RIT. CCC is a crappy school. I was looking more at price and not at quality.) I think my head might explode!
Other than that I have had a most uneventful weekend. Hung out with Donna on saturday night, did nothing on sunday.
That reminds me.....
JULY 16TH! 5PM! SARAH EDWARDS! WE ARE THROWING A WAR! She's gonna be 20 and I'm already 18, so why not throw a war?
I had a nice birthday. It was uneventful. That's alright though. I don't need drama and fanfare. I just need a war.
Do you know what my new hobby is? Applying for scholorships. I know. I'm such a dork. But I am responsible for half of my college education and unlike my good for nothing brother, I intend to be proactive about the whole situation. So I got this gigantic book and I've been going throught it and hightlighting all the scholorships that I fight the criterea for and I intend to apply to. Now all I have to do is construct a database of all the scholorship possibilities and blah blah blah. Really, I'll just make a list and cross them off as I go along. Skiping through the woods like little Red Riding Hood. I rock, I know you don't have to say it. I already know.
All this typing has made me tired. (And the stress too.) I think I will take a nap.

Thursday, July 10, 2003

Hiho silver is what I say!

Yay! Finally it is my birthday! Happy birthday to me! Eighteen years old! Yay! My feet are doing a little dance!

Wednesday, July 09, 2003

Breakfast was awesome Sarah! That was a great meal! Whooo! Thanks for the tshirt! WHooo
I frosted my cupcakes and put sprinkles on them. What more do you want?

Everyone needs to go here right now. I swear to god you might piss your pants. You just might.

Tuesday, July 08, 2003

Ok, ok. I don't mean to brag or sound all tough but...I worked untill 4AM this morning. Yes ladies and gentleman...that is this summer's new record.
I'm so proud of me. Speaking of work one of my buddies there is more excited for me to turn 18 than I am. I suspect that he wants to get into my pants. I can't be sure though.
Ok. Ok. Ok. Here's my rant. The radio station of choice was 92.1 which is classic rock. I enjoyed it because i could sing along. What I didn't enjoy was the fact that I didn't hear anything within the 12 hours I spent listening to it by any female musicians. Joan Jett, Lita Ford, the Pretenders...were all overlooked. The other thing that pissed me off was everytime the set was over and it was time for comercial, I had to hear a highly sexist, male targeted commerical for a wet tshirt contest. FUCK!

Ok I'm done.

No one has gotten my little challenge so I will tell you who sang it. Pedro the Lion in "Penetration."
I've stumped you all!

Monday, July 07, 2003

I like the types of songs that have the singers screaming at the end. Those are best.
I work today. I am hoping to work late.
I am wearing gray pants and a gray tshirt. I haven't put in contacts.
I am lazy.

Saturday, July 05, 2003

Work is good and money is yummy.
I had seasame chicken today at work (we got chinese food for lunch) it was delicious! It made up for the asshole customer I had to deal with this morning! yay!
I changed my email address. I found out that sometimes when you string two random words together you get a masturbation reference. (ahem...thanks Dora) Also I get more junkmail than legitmate mail. So I changed it. Now you need to find out what it is so you can send me chain letters and stuff right? Ok. Well find me on AIM (ducklingpod) and I'll tell you.
Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle is the feel good movie of the summer! I felt REALLY good after I left it. I think I might need to go see it again.
I get to sleep in my own bed tonight. That makes me soooo happy. I've been sleeping on the couch in the basement because we had company. My room acts as the guest room because the bed is nice. And the cieling is fun to look at too!
I hate sleeping in the basement because one night, I was sleeping there because we had company again and I started projectile vomitting. I couldn't stop. When I finally did, I could hardly walk so I slept the rest of the night in my own vomitt and waited for my mom to wake me up. I was supposed to go get her to help me but I couldn't. Digusting, I know.
Gasp! I just realized I can go to bed at a decent hour tonight!
How come when I press shift by itself, nothing happens? I wish something would.

If it isn't making dollars then it isn't making sense.

Who sang it? Put your answer on the tag board and let's see how smart you think you are.

Thursday, July 03, 2003

I worked late...again...1:20AM! Whoohooo! Yet I am still tired.
Ok so I'm going to tell about my trip.
First we drove to Des Moines. Then we drove to Colorado Springs and stayed for two days. We went up Pike's Peak and saw the Garden of the Gods (cool rock formations) there. Then we drove to Sedona, AZ. We stayed there for a long time. We saw the Grand Canyon and the Hoover Dam. Sedona itself is also very pretty. It's got these red rock formations. Then we drove to Amarillo, TX. Then we drove to Independence, MO and saw Harry S. Truman's house. Boring! Then we drove home.
I was bored a lot of the time because I had no one to talk to besides my parents. They are boring and don't talk much. My mom knitted a million scarves. My dad drove a lot and talked about crap. I sat in the back and tried to pretend I was in a different place. Occaisonally I would screech, "I'M STILL HERE!!" and they would say that they know, they hadn't forgotten me. I did that about once every two hours. Also, I slept a lot.
Last night when I was working I found out that Teresa likes the Mr. T Experience (as do I) and that we both have the same favorite Mr. T Experience song ("Swiss Army Girlfriend") so we listened to them and it was good. T and I make a good team late at night.
All of my vacation pictures have been printed. Yay! Also it's my birthday in seven days. I will be eighteen. Wowie!
My dad bought fireworks in New Mexico that have pandas on them. Isn't it exciting?

Tuesday, July 01, 2003

I'm back! I just typed a whole buncha stuff but then it all went away and I don't feel like retyping it. So there.